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Under The Chaos
Mutilation Is The Most Sincere Form Of Flattery
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Created on 2008-10-04 15:37:35 (#16748160), last updated 2009-06-17
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Basic Info| Name: | meisai_x |
|---|---|
| Location: | Japan |
BioCREDIT: [info]jrockxstar.
Name: Mao
Age: 26
Height: 160cm/5ft 3inch
Weight: 198/7 stone
Nationality: Japanese
Orientation: Homosexual
Disorders: Anorexia nervosa,Intermittent explosive disorder, Homicidal Schizophrenia, Anti-social personality disorder and Masochistic paraphilia.
History:
Mao grew up in what could only best be described as a dysfunctional household. However on the outside the Suzuki family were seen as wealthy, powerful and nothing but doting towards their two sons Mao and Urie. Mr Suzuki was a extremely powerful man and the head of a major electronics company, one of the three main businesses that rule Japan, both everyday society and the dark underbelly of Japan’s nightlife. His wife was not the obedient wallflower that was the expected female stereotype. She had an equal share in the company, although she ran the darker side of the business and owned a staggering 59 nightclubs and 34 strip joints without the assistance of her husband, Mrs Suzuki although lacked the same respect because of her gender she made up for it in brutality and quickly became the most feared woman in the yakuza.
Mr & Mrs Suzuki were not the powerful, glamorous and perfect couple they made out to be, behind closed doors the façade slipped to reveal a more sinister truth.
Half of Mrs Suzuki’s clubs were gay bars, some for the rich and beautiful while others were safe houses for the scum and filth that only reveals it’s self after the sun has set. She was notorious for visiting both types frequently and it was a well known secret she left with a different girl every night. For a mother of two she was extremely un-maternal and harboured a serious cocaine addiction.
Behind Mr Suzuki’s bleached white smile and designer suits was a nasty violent man, he had a hidden medical history of mental illness and was a heavy drinker who spent most of his time abroad on business.
In Mao’s early years he was left to fend pretty much for himself, the only care and guidance he received was from the staff at whatever club his mother dropped him off at for the night. A few years later his brother Urie was born and not long after on Mao’s 7th birthday the pair had returned home to find Mrs Suzuki had left taking most of the company and clients with her leaving Mr Suzuki with both boys.
That night things took a further turn for the worse, now their mother wasn’t there Mao became the new object of his father’s anger. Abuse, mutilation and rape became the norm, Mr Suzuki spending hours and sometimes days with him in the basement which was always locked, leaving Urie to listen at the door.
Mao developed a taste for alcohol at 10, using it as a substitute for food and began going against his father’s will deliberately provoking Mr Suzuki’s harsh affection, becoming disturbingly obsessed with pain and how it changed both his physical and mental state, craving the sense of fulfilment it brought him.
Mao mimicked his farther and began to hurt Urie in similar ways, fascinated with how different his younger brother’s reactions were, from his own.
After awhile his father’s abuse began to lessen in effect and he yearned for the same sense of pleasure true pain gave him, he spent more and more time with the garbage of Tokyo’s backstreets and stumbled into the circus of the illegal fetish world and began self mutilating.
This continued for years until Mao’s 15th birthday, he had spent the day in the company of liquor bottles. No gifts, gatherings or the tedious chorus of ‘happy birthday!. Just the way he was accustom to. Upon arriving back at the house he was warmly welcomed with the sight of his younger brother Urie pinned over the kitchen table, battered and bleeding as Mr Suzuki raped him. This caused something psychologists called ‘mental snapping’ and Mao proceeded to kill his farther, ruthlessly stabbing the man 45 times with a kitchen knife and then strangled Urie to death.
Mao was found by the police manically laughing into the face of his younger brother and it took 4 grown men to pry his hands from Urie’s neck and carry him into the van.
Mao was sentenced to life in jail, his plea of insanity denied because of his calm and intellectual demeanour. However after various ruthless attacks on fellow inmates in every prison he was transferred to over the years, the court decided to review his case and accept the insanity plea after appeals from his lawyer and psychologists sending him too bakuzen byouin.
Biting keeps your words at bay
Tending to the sores that stay
Happiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...
And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy
Cutting; tearing me, piercing me
Scraping; slashing me, gashing me
Pricking; stabbing me, branding me
Slaughter; burning me, hurting me
& penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum
I love it; the sweet sight, of my blood
I lust it; the hurt and all the fun
I want it; the sensation of pain
I need it; each day I need it
I like to; do all, the good things
I love to; to cut me and stab me
I'm etching; I'm scratching,, my tough skin
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy
Name: Mao
Age: 26
Height: 160cm/5ft 3inch
Weight: 198/7 stone
Nationality: Japanese
Orientation: Homosexual
Disorders: Anorexia nervosa,Intermittent explosive disorder, Homicidal Schizophrenia, Anti-social personality disorder and Masochistic paraphilia.
History:
Mao grew up in what could only best be described as a dysfunctional household. However on the outside the Suzuki family were seen as wealthy, powerful and nothing but doting towards their two sons Mao and Urie. Mr Suzuki was a extremely powerful man and the head of a major electronics company, one of the three main businesses that rule Japan, both everyday society and the dark underbelly of Japan’s nightlife. His wife was not the obedient wallflower that was the expected female stereotype. She had an equal share in the company, although she ran the darker side of the business and owned a staggering 59 nightclubs and 34 strip joints without the assistance of her husband, Mrs Suzuki although lacked the same respect because of her gender she made up for it in brutality and quickly became the most feared woman in the yakuza.
Mr & Mrs Suzuki were not the powerful, glamorous and perfect couple they made out to be, behind closed doors the façade slipped to reveal a more sinister truth.
Half of Mrs Suzuki’s clubs were gay bars, some for the rich and beautiful while others were safe houses for the scum and filth that only reveals it’s self after the sun has set. She was notorious for visiting both types frequently and it was a well known secret she left with a different girl every night. For a mother of two she was extremely un-maternal and harboured a serious cocaine addiction.
Behind Mr Suzuki’s bleached white smile and designer suits was a nasty violent man, he had a hidden medical history of mental illness and was a heavy drinker who spent most of his time abroad on business.
In Mao’s early years he was left to fend pretty much for himself, the only care and guidance he received was from the staff at whatever club his mother dropped him off at for the night. A few years later his brother Urie was born and not long after on Mao’s 7th birthday the pair had returned home to find Mrs Suzuki had left taking most of the company and clients with her leaving Mr Suzuki with both boys.
That night things took a further turn for the worse, now their mother wasn’t there Mao became the new object of his father’s anger. Abuse, mutilation and rape became the norm, Mr Suzuki spending hours and sometimes days with him in the basement which was always locked, leaving Urie to listen at the door.
Mao developed a taste for alcohol at 10, using it as a substitute for food and began going against his father’s will deliberately provoking Mr Suzuki’s harsh affection, becoming disturbingly obsessed with pain and how it changed both his physical and mental state, craving the sense of fulfilment it brought him.
Mao mimicked his farther and began to hurt Urie in similar ways, fascinated with how different his younger brother’s reactions were, from his own.
After awhile his father’s abuse began to lessen in effect and he yearned for the same sense of pleasure true pain gave him, he spent more and more time with the garbage of Tokyo’s backstreets and stumbled into the circus of the illegal fetish world and began self mutilating.
This continued for years until Mao’s 15th birthday, he had spent the day in the company of liquor bottles. No gifts, gatherings or the tedious chorus of ‘happy birthday!. Just the way he was accustom to. Upon arriving back at the house he was warmly welcomed with the sight of his younger brother Urie pinned over the kitchen table, battered and bleeding as Mr Suzuki raped him. This caused something psychologists called ‘mental snapping’ and Mao proceeded to kill his farther, ruthlessly stabbing the man 45 times with a kitchen knife and then strangled Urie to death.
Mao was found by the police manically laughing into the face of his younger brother and it took 4 grown men to pry his hands from Urie’s neck and carry him into the van.
Mao was sentenced to life in jail, his plea of insanity denied because of his calm and intellectual demeanour. However after various ruthless attacks on fellow inmates in every prison he was transferred to over the years, the court decided to review his case and accept the insanity plea after appeals from his lawyer and psychologists sending him too bakuzen byouin.
Biting keeps your words at bay
Tending to the sores that stay
Happiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...
And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy
Cutting; tearing me, piercing me
Scraping; slashing me, gashing me
Pricking; stabbing me, branding me
Slaughter; burning me, hurting me
& penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum
I love it; the sweet sight, of my blood
I lust it; the hurt and all the fun
I want it; the sensation of pain
I need it; each day I need it
I like to; do all, the good things
I love to; to cut me and stab me
I'm etching; I'm scratching,, my tough skin
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy
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